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Leadership Has a Cost: Mike Bolton on Anger, Service and Home

From the show · November 5, 2026 · Andrew Rocha

Mike Bolton had told his friend Ryan Gaunce to meet him in the airport lounge. They'd been at an event together, they were flying home on different airlines, and Mike had lounge access with a guest pass. He'd never had a problem bringing someone in.

This time the lounge said no. Ryan was on the wrong airline.

"I was livid," Mike told me. "Like way disproportionate to the first world issue of not getting into the airport lounge."

Ryan tried to calm him down. They could go down to the restaurant and have a meal. Mike wasn't ready to hear it.

My guess is you've had a moment like that. Something small happens and the size of your reaction surprises even you. I've had plenty. What made Mike's story stick with me is what he did afterward, because it explains a lot of what he believes about leading people.

Dr. Mike Bolton is a leadership coach, an advisor and an executive board member. He spent more than 25 years in ministry, pastoring a church that grew into one of the more influential ones in its region, and taught college for part of that time. He's been married to Debbie for 42 years. Debbie is a co-founder of Norwex and has been leading its sales organization for about 30 years. They raised three sons and now have five grandkids. When I sat down with Mike for episode 7, I wanted to talk about what leadership costs the person doing it, at work and at home.

Leadership looks better from a distance

I started by asking why leadership looks so appealing from the outside. Mike's answer made me laugh because it's true. From far away, he said, leaders seem to get the perks. More money, a nicer car, better clothes, "the nice office, I get the parking stall, whatever it is for you."

"And then you find out what leadership is really all about, and you go, it was nothing like I thought it was."

What he found was service. He's watched Debbie lead for three decades, and he describes her approach as doing whatever it takes to help the people she leads succeed. He pointed to Zig Ziglar, whose line was "You can have everything in life you want, if you will just help enough other people get what they want." And he pointed to Jesus, who told disciples arguing over who would be first that "whoever would be great among you must be your servant."

The best leaders Mike has known kept asking the people around them two questions. What do you need? How can I help?

The test before you lead anyone

Then I asked whether there's a way to tell if you want to lead for the right reasons or for your ego. Mike didn't hesitate.

"Can you lead yourself first? If you can't lead yourself, you can't lead anybody else."

He framed it as a choice. You can tolerate whatever comes into your life, or you can plan, build some structure and decide where you're going. Then he went through the areas he looks at in his own life: his spiritual foundation, his physical health, his relationships, whether he's still learning, his mental toughness, his emotional stability, and how he handles his time and his money.

That list overlaps a lot with the Six Fs I use, which are finances, family, friends, faith, fitness and freedom. If you want to see where you stand in each one, the free guide walks you through it.

Mike was honest that leading himself didn't come naturally. Early in ministry he was a people pleaser. Preaching gets you a lot of taps on the back, and that fed something that was missing inside him. "I didn't lead well in the early days because you basically, you know, which way is the wind blowing?"

The change came when he decided that he would answer to God first and do what he'd been called to do. He started setting a clear direction for the church, and he found that the right people came along because they could see where it was going. He called that shift a hard one.

Caring enough to risk the relationship

When I look at leadership, people tend to fall to one side or the other. Some want to be liked so badly they never say the hard thing. Others go the opposite way and lead by control. I asked Mike how you have a difficult conversation and still keep the relationship.

He admitted he hasn't mastered it. Then he gave me one of my favourite lines from the whole episode.

"You have to care enough about the person to be willing to risk the relationship to have the difficult conversation."

His approach starts before the conversation. He waits until he isn't emotionally charged. He tells the person ahead of time what they'll be talking about. He comes with clear facts, and then he asks for their side. He wants them to feel he's on their side of the table. If they agree there's a problem, he lays out the plan, the timeline and when they'll check back in, and he makes sure they hear one more thing: "Let them know that you believe that they can make the changes." Then he gives them what they need to do it, even outside coaching.

Sometimes they won't change. Mike talked about the stories we tell ourselves, the ones we never tell anybody else. If someone has decided they're a victim, your hard conversation can sound like more proof that you're against them. He reminded me that a leader isn't a therapist. Sometimes the most caring thing you can do is let someone go and tell them plainly what needs to change, "not here and not anywhere else."

That one landed for me. One Halloween, a team I led all dressed up as Harry Potter characters. One woman came as Lord Voldemort, bald cap and white face paint and all. In our one-on-one she broke down about how hard life had been, and I sat across from Voldemort with white makeup running down her face, trying to figure out how to help her without becoming her therapist. She isn't on the team anymore, but she still reaches out about that moment.

Leading at home

Mike joked that before he got married, he knew everything about marriage. Before kids, he knew everything about kids. Then he and Debbie had three boys in three and a half years, and he had never changed a diaper before his first son.

Neither of them grew up with great models. Mike's dad was an active alcoholic for years before he got help through AA, and his parents separated more than once before they reconciled. Debbie's parents separated when she was 10 and later divorced. So early on, the two of them decided divorce would never be on the table, and they went looking for help. They'd find a couple 10 or 15 years ahead of them whose life they admired and ask what good decisions they'd made, and which bad ones they wished they'd avoided.

They still go to a marriage conference every year. Mike compared it to seeing a doctor. You don't wait until something's wrong.

About 15 years into the marriage, they hit real trouble. One morning Mike woke up with a strong sense that the Holy Spirit was telling him he'd be held accountable for the gifts God had put in Debbie, and that he was holding her back. "Probably that one thing was the most profound shift for me."

He started bringing her the same questions he'd learned to ask at work. What do you need? How can I help? With his sons, he had a rule: "My job is not to make the decisions, my job is to make sure the right decision gets made." If Debbie or the boys came up with the right answer, that's what they did.

There's more in the episode about how close they came to the edge and what turned it around. I'll let Mike tell that part.

What sits under the anger

Back to the airport lounge.

Afterward, Mike asked himself why he'd reacted that way. He worked through three questions he still uses whenever he feels something strongly:

  1. What's going on?
  2. What am I feeling?
  3. Where is it coming from?

The third question took him somewhere he didn't expect. He saw himself at eight years old, at home. His dad was drunk with two friends, called him into the room and embarrassed him in front of them.

Under the anger at the lounge was embarrassment. He'd promised his friend a seat and couldn't deliver, and it touched the same old wound. Mike told me anger is often the emotion men feel allowed to show, so it covers whatever is underneath. He prayed, forgave his father again, and his peace came back. He has used those questions ever since.

There's research that fits what Mike stumbled into. In a 2007 UCLA brain imaging study led by Matthew Lieberman, people who put a word to the emotion in a picture, like "angry" or "afraid," showed a smaller response in the amygdala, the part of the brain that sounds the alarm. Naming a feeling seems to cool it down a little. Mike got there by asking himself a question in an airport.

I've had my own version of that moment. I was putting my middle son to bed one night, frustrated that it wasn't going well, and I put him down too hard. He looked up at me and said, "Daddy, please never do that again."

I teared up. I told him I was sorry and that I wouldn't. He said, "I know that you won't, and I trust you."

He was three. I was 30. It changed how I parent, because I don't want to break that trust.

When I told Mike, he said, "Kids are amazingly forgiving if we're willing to ask them for forgiveness." Then he told me about the day he stepped on Lego, threw one of the kids' play chairs across the room and put a hole in the wall. One of his sons was terrified of him. Years later, that son told Mike he remembered that day. He also told him he wasn't that person after it.

Mike calls it interrupting what gets passed down. You keep the good things your family handed you and you stop the bad ones with you, by seeing them clearly, forgiving and starting a new pattern.

Four things that hold up

Near the end we talked about Arthur Brooks, who teaches a course called Leadership and Happiness at Harvard Business School. Mike came across him only a few years ago and wondered where he'd been all his life.

Brooks builds on four pillars: faith, family, friends and work. He describes the work that makes people happy as work they feel serves others. He also says the intensity of a friendship matters more than how many friends you have, and that happy people have someone they can call in a crisis.

Mike lives this in small, daily ways. Every morning he has his coffee and reads the Bible, including one chapter of Proverbs a day, so he goes through the whole book every month. He's done it for seven or eight years. He serves at his church. And he judges the people he learns from by how they live at home. When he got to know John Maxwell, the last test for him was watching Maxwell with his grandkids. "They adore their grandfather."

He likes nice cars, and he said so. But he's also watched people gain everything and lose their marriages and their kids. Once you get the house, he said, "the dopamine hit is done," and you start looking for the next thing.

If you want a book to start with, Mike recommended anything by John Maxwell, and one that marked him 15 years ago: Mindset by Carol Dweck, the Stanford psychologist who showed how much it matters whether you believe your abilities are fixed or can grow.

Try this the next time you snap

The next time your reaction is bigger than the moment that caused it, take two minutes and write down Mike's three questions with your answers. Don't rush the third one. Then ask yourself whether the person in front of you is actually the one you're upset with.

I asked Mike what happiness looks like to him, and his answer is worth hearing in his own words. You'll find it at the end of the episode.

So here's mine for you. When was the last time your reaction was bigger than the thing that set it off?

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