Once a month, a group of us gets together and does something fun. Some months it's cards or board games around a table. Other months it's something completely ridiculous, like renting e-scooters and drifting around town like a bunch of teenagers who never fully grew out of it.
Nothing deep on paper. Just guys getting together to laugh and do something that isn't work and isn't home.
I love that night. For a long time I would have called it friendship without thinking twice. Then I went back to C.S. Lewis, and he has a different name for it.
He calls it companionship.
Companionship is where friendship starts
In The Four Loves, published in 1960 (The Marginalian), Lewis is careful to separate companionship from friendship, even though we tend to use the two words as if they mean the same thing.
Companionship is what happens when people share an activity. You show up to the same game night, the same gym, the same job, the same group chat. Lewis doesn't dismiss it. He calls companionship "only the matrix of Friendship" (The Four Loves). It's the raw material a friendship gets built from.
So where does friendship actually begin? Lewis says its typical first words are something like this: "What? You too? I thought I was the only one."
Picture two guys standing side by side doing the same ordinary thing. Out of nowhere, one of them says something true he never says to anyone, and the other one recognizes it. That's the moment companionship turns into friendship. The honesty that shows up in the middle of the activity is what does it.
Think about your own version of the monthly card game, the golf group or the group chat. All these years later, is it still companionship? Or has one of you turned to the other at some point, said the true thing, and had it received?
The love nobody makes you choose
The Greeks had their own word for this kind of love, philia. And Lewis says something about it that surprised me the first time I read it: "Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art, like the universe itself." Then he adds, "It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival."
You don't need a friend to survive. A person could go their whole life without a single real friend and still eat, sleep, work and get by. Which is exactly why friendship has to be chosen on purpose, by people who could easily skip it and never notice what they were missing.
I think a lot of us, me included at different points, have organized our adult lives around the loves that come with a built-in reason. You build a marriage because it comes with a ring, a date and a whole cultural script telling you to put it first. You raise kids because they show up and need you every single day, whether you planned for it or not. Work happens because bills happen.
Each of those comes with its own alarm system. Ignore it, and something breaks fast enough that you notice.
Friendship doesn't have an alarm. It doesn't send you a bill. Nothing forces it, so it's usually the first thing that slips when life gets full.
When proximity runs out
In your 20s, you don't schedule friendships. They just happen. You live down the hall from each other, you see each other constantly, and wing night comes together without anybody planning it.
Then a career starts. Then maybe a marriage, then kids. One day you look up and realize you haven't had a real conversation with half of those friends in over a year.
Nobody decided to end those friendships. They just stopped being convenient, and convenience was the thing holding them together in the first place.
This isn't only my hunch. A 2021 survey by the Survey Center on American Life found that the share of American men with at least six close friends had fallen by half since 1990, from 55 percent to 27 percent. Over the same stretch, the share with no close friends at all went from 3 percent to 15 percent (Daniel Cox, National Review).
And it matters for more than how we feel on a Friday night. In May 2023 the U.S. Surgeon General issued an advisory on loneliness. It noted that about one in two American adults reported loneliness even before the pandemic, and that a lack of connection can raise the risk of premature death to levels comparable to smoking daily (AHRQ).
The Harvard Study of Adult Development has followed people since 1938. Robert Waldinger, speaking about what it found, put it plainly: satisfaction in relationships was "the best predictor of a happy and healthy life." He also said, "Our social life is a living system, and it needs maintenance too" (Harvard Gazette).
That's what our monthly night protects against. Regular time with other men matters more than a lot of guys admit, especially once life fills up with responsibilities that don't leave room for anything else. But if that's where it stays, month after month and year after year, it's still companionship. Good, but incomplete.
What the true thing sounds like
I don't want this to stay abstract, so here's what I mean.
It's the difference between asking "How's work going?" and actually telling a guy you're scared you won't hit your number this quarter, and you don't know what that means for your family. Or the difference between joking about your kids' bedtime routine as a bit and admitting you're exhausted in a way that scares you a little.
Sometimes it's as simple as retiring "I'm good, just busy" after the hundredth time and asking someone to pray for you, because you don't know how else to carry what you're carrying right now.
Here's a test. Think about the last five conversations you had with a group of guys. How many of them could have happened with a stranger on the next bar stool? How many could only have happened between the two of you, because of something you know about each other's actual lives?
If most of them could have happened with anyone, you're probably still living in companionship, no matter how many years you've logged together.
The true thing is always specific. It has your name attached to your actual situation. It's a specific fear about a specific thing, said to the one person you trust with it.
We need people we can actually talk to, and not only people we do things with. We need a few we can ask to pray for us without it feeling strange. Life was never meant to be done alone, and I think that's closer to a design principle than a nice sentiment. You were built to need other people in a way that goes deeper than needing someone to fill the fourth chair at a card table.
Where I'm still at the surface
There are guys in my life I've done companionship with for years. Real years, consistent months of showing up. And I can't tell you the last time either of us said the true thing to the other.
It's easier to plan a fun night out than to text someone, "I'm struggling and I don't really know what to say." The fun night only needs a date on the calendar. Going deeper needs something scarier. If I'm being real with you, there are relationships I've let stay comfortable at the surface, because comfortable is easier than exposed.
I don't think that makes me unusual. I think it makes me a fairly ordinary guy who was raised, like a lot of us, to treat vulnerability as something you save for a genuine crisis. You don't practice it on a regular Tuesday with a friend who's just there to hang out.
But that's backwards. If the first time you say the true thing is in the middle of a crisis, you're asking a friendship to perform surgery it's never practiced. The friendships that hold you when things fall apart are the ones where that kind of honesty got practiced in the ordinary months, long before you needed it.
Something like that shows up in almost every man's life eventually. A job loss, maybe, or a health scare. And in that moment you find out in real time which of your companionships were friendships all along, and which ones evaporate the second the activity stops being fun.
Nobody announces it. The group texts just get shorter, and the invitations come from fewer people.
That's a hard thing to discover when you're already underwater. It's much better to find out on an ordinary Tuesday, by testing it yourself.
The third thing
Lewis adds one more piece that I think explains why some groups never get past companionship, no matter how many years they put in.
"Lovers are normally face to face, absorbed in each other," he writes. "Friends, side by side, absorbed in some common interest." Friendship needs something outside both people that they're both looking at together. He even borrows a line from Emerson to describe it: in friendship, the question "Do you love me?" really means "Do you see the same truth?"
That's why the deepest friendships so often form around a shared faith or a shared struggle, more than around proximity or good chemistry.
So it's worth checking your own group against that. Besides whatever game is on the table, what are you all actually looking at together? For some guys it's faith, wrestling with the same questions about how to live. For others it's raising kids at the same time, or building businesses, maybe even competing ones you can still talk about.
If you can't name one, that's not a failure. But it might explain why things have stayed at companionship for so long. Sometimes the fastest way to go deeper is to name the thing you're both chasing and let the honesty follow from there.
Lewis makes one more point I find hopeful. He calls true friendship "the least jealous of loves," and writes that "two friends delight to be joined by a third, and three by a fourth." A group doesn't have to pair off into deep one-on-one bonds for friendship to happen. It can happen right there in the middle of the card game, in front of everyone, the moment somebody's honest and somebody else says, "That's me too."
Your assignment this week
I want you to treat this like a real assignment, not something to nod along to.
Think of one relationship in your life that has been companionship for a while. It's good and it's consistent, but it sits at the surface.
This week, be the one who says the true thing first. Not a big dramatic confession. Just one true sentence you'd normally swallow, like "Work's actually been harder than I've let on," or "Can you pray for me about something specific this week?"
Then see what happens when you stop waiting for someone else to go first.
Fair warning: the other guy might not know what to do with it. He might crack a joke or change the subject, because he's just as out of practice as you are. Don't let that stop you. Try again with him in a few weeks, or try it with someone else.
The first time anyone says the true thing in a relationship that has only ever run on companionship, it can land awkwardly. That awkwardness is a sign you're doing something that isn't normal for either of you yet, and normal takes repetition.
If you're the one who runs a standing group, like I do, think about making room for that moment on purpose. Don't turn game night into a therapy session. Just leave five minutes somewhere in the evening where the real question can get asked: how are you actually doing? Sometimes the most useful part of the night is the five minutes on either side of the game, when somebody finally says the thing he's been carrying alone.
Friends is one of the Six Fs I use to set goals, alongside finances, family, faith, fitness and freedom. It's also the one I'm most likely to let slide. If you want to set a real goal for it this year, the free guide walks you through it.
The men I see doing life well, the ones who have somewhere to go when things get hard, have let a few of their companionships become something more, one true sentence at a time, long before they needed rescuing.
So who's the one guy you could say one true sentence to this week?
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Sources
- C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves (1960), chapter on Friendship: text at ldysinger.com
- Maria Popova, "C.S. Lewis on True Friendship," The Marginalian, September 8, 2014
- Daniel Cox, "American Men Suffer a Friendship Recession," National Review, July 6, 2021
- "Surgeon General Advisory on Epidemic of Loneliness and Isolation," AHRQ Academy, May 2023
- Liz Mineo, interview with Robert Waldinger, Harvard Gazette, February 10, 2023
